RedR1ng0

Continue to feel Regret of what I have done. I drown in my Guilt.

What causes us to live? I know we have a heart, but I don't recall a "will to live" when I was born. The question I should really ask is "What causes us to keep on living?" I don't want to die; I just don't know what the hell to do. I wake up, go to college/school/work, I go home and repeat the same thing tomorrow. Do we want more that an average life? Do we want to be a better person then our mothers and fathers?  I really don't see the point to live. Overall, we live and die. Some of us make it into books and stories to tell for generations while others are just a germ on the face of the earth. Again, I don't wish for death, I only wish

Eternity As the days go by, I still have you in my mind. Like a sailor on the sea, I need you to help me. I show true affection, And what I am left is an infection. Something true and from the heart, You leave me with a mark. Some days I wish I could speak to you, But it's something I don't get to. I wish I had someone to follow, Now I have no one, so hollow. You probably say good ridden, But I say this is a burden. Maybe this is how it has to be, But with this love for you I feel like an enemy. My love for you could have been infinity, But now I am left with pain for an eternity.